well, hello again! it's been a long time since i posted my last blog. I was a little bit busy with life especially school. lots of works that needed to be done. nowadays, i kinda feel my life is a lil bit boring. monotone to be specific. mom and dad started asking me about what i'm gonna take for my university. well i can't decide yet. i haven't found my passion for life. Been thinking about taking law as my major for university, but i'm still not sure about it.
enough about school life, i'm sicked of it. well, i have to admit 1 thing. in my opinion being a teenager is not easy. one word to describe how i feel right now. COMPLICATED. teenager's life is not always about school, another complicated thing that really bothers my mind would be friendship and love life. Friendship is no big deal for me, but my love life is definitely not as good as my friendship and my school life. oh yes, i haven't had any boyfriend since a long long time ago. Been thinking why is it so hard for me to have a boyfriend. I'm turning 17 in a few months and really wish to have someone special during that day. yes of course i have some criteria: tall, white skin, well it's not a must but i do adore someone who can speak English fluently. I believe that there must be dozens of teenagers who have the same feeling with me right now. Most of them don't know who to talk to.it must be awkward for us to share it with our parents, but at the same time you can't share what you feel to your friends even your best friends. In the end you know that you just need to keep it for yourself.
"Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do."
