tu me manques :')

If only I could. If only I know what to do. Should I or shouldn't I?

Eye-opener :)

Last night was an eye-opener for me. I told myself that there will be some people who will accept me for who I am. Unfortunately I am wrong. I use this moment to reflect whether or not should I act differently in front of my friends, even to the closest one. Being away from home, away from my comfort zone has taught me a lot about life. About different types of people in the world, about hypocrisy, basically about life. If I am different from what most people do, is it me who needs to change just to please them? I remember when I was little my teacher taught me about tolerance. About respecting all the differences in this world. I think tolerance is just another thing that will never happen in life, especially in this modern society. People tend to be more individualist and lose respect towards each other. It is just so sad and something that I wish our future might do.

Why lie? I'm not going to be a hypocrite and say the opposite of what I think, like some others do.
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Why lie? I'm not going to be a hypocrite and say the opposite of what I think, like some others do.
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"Why lie? I'm not going to be a hypocrite and say the opposite of what I think, like some others do."

Why lie? I'm not going to be a hypocrite and say the opposite of what I think, like some others do.
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Regret

I have been hurt and I don't want to fall to the same miskate again. But I am wrong. You're such a nice person and I regret every thing I've done. Now please please please come back...

New Year, New Journey

I guess it is not too late for me to say Merry christmas and happy new year! I can't believe it is already 2014. Time goes by so fast, I did not realize that next year I will be 20 years old! During this christmas break, I had the opportunity to travel all around UK (UK is the current country that I live now). I spent my christmas in London. It was a fun trip actually. To be honest when I first signed up for this trip, I did not expect it to be this much fun since I went there with bunch of new people. London was nice, I got to see a whole different city from where I live. For new year, I got the chance to see Edinburgh. I joined the torchlight festival and had a magnificent view of the whole city. Overall the trip was nice and more importantly I did not feel alone during this holiday.

A lot of things happened during this trip, including one that I never thought before. But right now I just let my brain and my heart to process all the surprises during this journey. I will never let my heart fall for the wrong person again, neither make high expectation to it. My resolution for this year is for me to live my life and for me to pass this course *hopefully*.

Let me add a little bit more about my story, I think I started to know what I like to do in life. Recently, I started to paint my nails. It was actually a hobby but I did not realize that actually I am quite good at it. Cooking is another skill that I never thought I had one, not until I started cooking. But life is still a long journey to explore, I'll see wher it will take me! I guess that's all for now! I'll see you very soon! Best, MS.